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Chapter 7 - The Edge of the Abyss

When the world returned, it was a blur of high-intensity surgical lights, the sharp screech of telemetry alarms, and the rhythmic, terrifying bark of clinical orders.

“She’s in hypovolemic shock! Hang two units of O-neg right now!”

“Get the fetal monitor on! I need a heart rate!”

“Crash C-section! Call the neonatal intensive care team to OR Four!”

I was being wheeled down the bright corridor of my own hospital at a dead sprint. The ceiling tiles raced past like a strobe light. An oxygen mask was strapped to my face, hissing cold gas into my dry mouth.

Beside the gurney, running faster than the orderlies, was Elias.

He was unrecognizable. His tie was gone, his dress shirt was soaked in sweat and my blood, and his face was twisted in an expression of pure, unadulterated madness.

“I’m here! Addie, look at me!” he screamed through the chaos, his hand gripping mine with a force that crushed my fingers. “Don't you dare close your eyes! You hear me? Don't you dare leave me!”

“Sir, you cannot enter the operating room!” a surgical nurse shouted, trying to block his path as the heavy double doors swung open.

“Get your hands off me!” Elias roared, his voice shaking the entire hallway. “I am not leaving her! If she dies in there, you will have to shoot me to get me out!”

“Let him in!” Dr. Warren’s voice cut through the pandemonium from inside the OR scrub sink. “Put him in scrubs, get him in the corner! Elias, hold her hand and stay out of the sterile field or so help me God I will have security tackle you!”

Within seconds, the cold, sterile air of OR Four hit my skin. The sharp smell of iodine and surgical scrub filled my lungs. I was transferred to the operating table, my arms strapped down to the armboards, the monitors beeping frantically.

*Beep… beep…… beep………*

The fetal heart rate monitor was dragging. Bradycardia. The baby wasn't getting oxygen.

“Elias…” I wept into the plastic mask, tears blinding me. “Save him… please, Elias, don't let him die…”

Elias dropped beside my head, covered in a blue surgical gown, his face inches from mine. He took my face in both of his hands, his thumbs wiping away my tears, his forehead pressed against mine. His body was trembling violently.

“Listen to me, Adelaide,” he whispered, his voice cracking into jagged shards of agony. “You listen to the sound of my voice. You are not dying today. And our son is not dying today. You hear me? He has your blood. He has your fight. He’s going to live, and you are going to live, because I am not letting you go again.”

“General anesthesia!” the anesthesiologist called out. “Adelaide, you’re going to sleep now—”

“No, wait!” I choked out.

“I love you,” Elias whispered into my ear, his tears falling hot onto my cheek. “I have loved you from the moment you smiled at me on that bench, and I will love you until the day my heart stops beating. Fight, Addie. Come back to me.”

A sweet, chemical coldness rushed into my IV line.

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The bright lights faded. The beeping monitors slowed. And the world went completely, terrifyingly dark.

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