Chapter 1 - The Red Dot on the Glass

I didn’t cry because tears were water, and in my line of work, you never wasted water when you were standing in the middle of a desert.
The seven-year-old bank statement was crisp against my calloused fingertips. I folded it back along its original creases, the sharp paper edges making a dry, whispering sound in the hollow quiet of my concrete-and-brick apartment. I didn't put it back into the safe. Instead, I laid it flat on the granite counter beside my truck keys, weighted down with an empty 9mm brass casing I’d kept from an extraction in the Korengal Valley.
Beside it, the encrypted black terminal buzzed once more. Short. Violent. The single red dot on the display morphed into a sequence of alphanumeric coordinates:
LAT: 36.9541° N
LON: 76.3288° N
GRID: NAVAL STATION NORFOLK // PIER 14
TIME-ON-TARGET: 0400
AUTH: ADMIRAL K. STERLING // OMNI-SPEC COMMAND
I picked up the device. The biometric thumbprint scanner on the side read the scarred ridge of my left index finger, verified my pulse rate at fifty-six beats per minute, and unlocked the secondary interface.
A single dossier opened.
SUBJECT: COMMANDER WARREN C. REEVES, USN
ASSIGNMENT: EXECUTIVE LOGISTICS OFFICER, FLEET REPLENISHMENT SQUADRON SEVEN
INVESTIGATION: PROJECT TIDESWELL // AUDIT STATUS: COMPROMISED
RELATION: SPOUSE TO LEONA REEVES (NEE VANCE)
I stared at the picture of the man my sister called her golden god. Warren Reeves sat in front of the flag in his pristine Service Dress Whites, his dark hair parted with mathematical precision, his silver surface warfare insignia gleaming against his broad chest. A handsome, square-jawed suburban hero who spent six days a week telling Rotary clubs about supply-chain efficiency and Sunday afternoons drinking craft IPA while his wife dumped my combat-scarred field jacket onto the floor so her designer calfskin bag wouldn't catch a scuff.
Leona had sat at my mother’s table an hour ago and said, “Someone’s got to do the coffee runs and file the paperwork so my husband’s fleet can actually operate.”
She didn't know that Warren's squadron had been operating on borrowed time for seven months. She didn't know that three hundred thousand dollars of Class IX maritime repair parts had vanished into an unindexed shell corporation in Delaware called Blue Ridge Procurement LLC. And she certainly didn't know that the "coffee girl" sister she looked down on held the Title 10 Special Inspector General warrant that was about to turn her country-club life into a smoking crater.
I walked to the closet.
I didn't reach for another civilian sweater. I bypassed the denim and the flannel. Behind the false drywall partition at the rear of the hanging rack, sealed in a vacuum-compressed ballistic nylon garment bag, was my uniform.
The Navy Service Dress Blue coat. Four rows of ribbon bars topped by the Defense Superior Service Medal, the Bronze Star with Combat "V," and the Purple Heart with two gold stars.
On the collar sat the twin silver eagles of a full-bird Captain in the United States Navy, specialized in Special Operations and Counter-Proliferation Intelligence.
My father didn't know I was an O-6.
My mother still told the church choir that I was an E-4 administrative technician who worked the night shift in a records warehouse outside Richmond. When I bought my truck three years ago, my mother asked if I had to borrow money from a payday lender. When I paid off the delinquent tax lien on their colonial house in Chesapeake two years back, my father muttered that the government must have made an accounting error in my favor and warned me not to spend it all before they audited me.
They had spent fifteen years designing a version of me that was small enough to fit inside their guilt. If I was successful, their neglect was malice. If I was a failure, their neglect was merely practical.
I pulled the uniform from the bag. The scent of dry wool, moth-repellent cedar, and clean press-iron starch filled the room, cutting through the memory of cheap grocery-store buttercream.
I went into the bathroom. I turned on the cold tap, cupped the freezing water in my palms, and splashed it into my face. Three times. I looked up into the mirror.
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The woman staring back had hard, slate-gray eyes, a thin white scar tracing the bone above her left brow, and zero hesitation in her posture.
"Time to report for your coffee run, Vera," I whispered to the glass.