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Chapter 3 - The Door in the Snow

By 6:00 AM, my email chimed with an encrypted PDF from Marcus Kane.

I sat in the dim light of the study, the cursor hovering over the file. My hands, usually steady enough to sign multimillion-dollar infrastructure bonds without a tremor, were shaking uncontrollably.

I clicked.

A photograph flashed on the screen. Natalie, taken through a telephoto lens three months ago in front of a modest, cedar-shingle cottage on the outskirts of Madison, Wisconsin. She was wearing an oversized sweater, carrying groceries in one arm while balancing a stroller with the other.

Beneath the photo were the vital statistics:

*Name: Natalie Grace Miller.*

*Current Residence: 1442 Birch Lane, Madison, WI.*

*Occupation: Freelance forensic bookkeeper (Remote).*

*Financial Status: Modest. No joint accounts. No registered partner.*

My eyes dropped to the final page. The birth records from St. Mary’s Hospital in Milwaukee.

*Infant A: Leo Luca Miller. Born March 14th.*

*Infant B: Mia Grace Miller. Born March 14th.*

*Father: UNLISTED.*

March 14th.

I grabbed the brass desktop calendar on my desk, my heart slamming against my ribcage like a trapped bird.

March 14th of last year.

Nine months before March 14th was June.

The first week of June was the finalization of our divorce. The night before we signed the papers, Natalie had come to our old apartment to collect the last of her art portfolios. It had rained violently that night. We had stood in the foyer, both of us hollowed out by grief. I had looked into her eyes, saw the unbearable sorrow there, and for one brief, desperate hour, the wall of cold indifference I had built crumbled to dust.

We had fallen into each other in the darkness of an empty bedroom. It was a desperate, weeping, raw goodbye. A collision of broken souls trying to salvage one last shred of warmth before the winter took us forever.

The next morning, Victor had picked me up at 8:00 AM to drive me to the lawyer’s office. I had sat in the back of the town car, silent and ashamed of my weakness. When Natalie arrived at the attorney’s office, she wouldn't look at me. We signed the papers in silence.

*Leo Luca Miller.*

She had named him Leo. My grandfather's name. And his middle name was mine.

"My God," I whispered, collapsing back into my leather chair, burying my face in my hands. A sob tore through my chest, ragged and violent, shaking my entire frame. "What did I do? What have I done?"

They were mine.

The twins weren't another man’s miracle. They were the miracle we had spent half a decade praying for. And while she was carrying my flesh and blood in her womb, I was courting Evelyn at galas, convincing myself I was moving forward, blind to the horrors happening beneath the surface of my sanitized reality.

I didn't shave. I didn't change into a suit. I grabbed a heavy shearling coat, took the keys to the Range Rover—the vehicle that didn't have GPS linked to the company fleet—and slipped out of the penthouse before Evelyn woke up.

The drive from Chicago to Madison was a three-hour blur of blinding snow and white-knuckle fury. The highway stretched out like an empty gray ribbon, the windshield wipers slapping rhythmically against the glass.

Every mile was an indictment.

*Why didn't she tell me?*

The question tore at my sanity. Natalie was never cruel. She was never petty. If she was pregnant with my children, why wouldn't she call me? Why run to a small town in Wisconsin? Why live off freelance bookkeeping in a drafty cottage when she could have had half of everything I owned?

By 10:30 AM, the Range Rover crunched over the unplowed snow of Birch Lane.

It was a quiet, forgotten road lined with bare oak trees and modest mid-century houses. Number 1442 sat at the end of a cul-de-sac. Smoke curled lazily from a small brick chimney. In the driveway sat an eight-year-old Subaru with a dent in the rear bumper.

I killed the engine. The sudden silence inside the car was suffocating.

My reflection in the rearview mirror looked wild. Hollow eyes, dark stubble, the face of a man who had lived through a shipwreck.

I stepped out into the freezing wind, the snow crunching under my leather boots. Every step toward that front porch felt heavier than the last, as if the gravity of the earth were dragging me down to answer for my sins.

I stepped onto the wooden porch. A small, colorful plastic mobile was hung near the door, spinning slightly in the breeze.

I raised my fist and knocked.

Three hollow raps.

From inside, I heard the faint, unmistakable sound of a baby babbling, followed by the soft pad of stockinged feet on hardwood.

"Coming, Mrs. Higgins! I have the flour right here—"

The lock clicked. The brass handle turned.

The door swung open.

Natalie stood there. She was wearing an oversized gray knit cardigan, faded jeans, and her hair was pinned up in a messy, effortless knot. She was holding a wooden spoon in one hand.

The spoon slipped from her fingers, clattering onto the linoleum entryway.

All the color drained from her face, leaving her so pale that the faint freckles across her nose stood out like ink drops on parchment. She took an involuntary step back, her hands flying to her throat as if she couldn't pull air into her lungs.

"Luca."

Her voice was barely a whisper, but it shattered the quiet morning like thunder.

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"Natalie," I choked out, stepping onto the threshold. "Please. Don't run."

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