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Chapter 9 - Reclaiming My Life

By the time spring melted the snow along the South Platte River, the condo didn't look like Wade had ever set foot in it.

I had hired a local painting crew to repaint every square inch of the apartment. The sterile, generic gray Wade had insisted on was replaced with warm terracottas, creamy linen whites, and soft sage greens.

The master bedroom—the room where Delilah had dumped the ice water—had been completely gutted.

I gave away the bed frame, the nightstands, and the mattress. I bought a low-profile platform bed made of reclaimed Colorado pine, draped in white linen and heavy knit throws. Where Wade’s safe had sat in the closet, I installed custom shelving for my design portfolio archives and Leo’s baby albums.

On a warm Saturday in May, Leo and I walked down to the Union Station farmers market.

He was nine months old now, sitting upright in the stroller, his big brown eyes wide as he took in the buskers playing bluegrass, the smell of roasted chiles, and the dogs trotting on leashes. He had two bottom teeth that showed whenever he laughed, and he waved his hands excitedly at every passing bicycle.

As we crossed the plaza near the Wynkoop fountain, a woman’s voice called out from behind me:

“Ivy?”

I stopped, turning the stroller around.

Standing ten feet away was a woman named Chloe Adams.

Chloe was the wife of Wade’s former best friend, Brad. Back when Wade and I were newly married, we had gone on double dates with Brad and Chloe every other weekend: dinners in Cherry Creek, weekend cabins in Breckenridge. But when Wade’s gambling got worse, Brad had quietly distanced himself, and once the arrest happened, Chloe had texted me a single, horrified apology before vanishing from my social circle.

Chloe looked nervous, clutching her canvas tote bag.

“Ivy... hi,” she said, taking a cautious step forward. “I wasn't sure if I should say anything, but... you look incredible.”

“Hi, Chloe,” I said, keeping my posture relaxed, one hand resting on the stroller handle.

“Is this Leo?” she asked, looking down. Her eyes filled with genuine softness. “Oh, Ivy. He’s gorgeous. He looks so much like you.”

“Thank you.”

Chloe swallowed, glancing around the crowded plaza before looking back at me with deep embarrassment.

“I just... I wanted to say how sorry Brad and I are. We had no idea. We knew Wade had a gambling problem—Brad loaned him five thousand dollars two years ago that we never saw again—but we had no idea about the fraud. Or what his mother did.”

“Nobody knew,” I said evenly. “Wade was very good at making sure people only saw what he wanted them to see.”

“Have you... have you heard from him?” Chloe asked hesitantly.

“He’s in Cañon City,” I replied without any hesitation or shame. “He has two and a half years left on his sentence. There is a permanent restraining order. He doesn't exist to us.”

Chloe let out a long, heavy breath. “Brad cut off all his old frat friends who tried to make excuses for Wade. What he did to you... while you were recovering from surgery... it was sickening, Ivy. The whole community was disgusted.”

“I appreciate that, Chloe. But honestly? It was the best thing that ever happened to me.”

Chloe looked startled. “The best thing?”

“He showed me who he was before Leo was old enough to remember him,” I said. “He freed me from a lie I was killing myself to maintain. I don't carry his debts anymore. I don't carry his secrets.”

Leo reached up from the stroller, grabbing a sprig of fresh lavender I had bought from a farm stand, shoving it toward Chloe with an eager babble.

Chloe laughed, wiping a quick tear from her eyelid. “He’s a special boy, Ivy.”

“He is,” I said, gently tucking Leo’s sunhat straight. “We have to get home for his nap, Chloe. Take care of yourself.”

“You too, Ivy. Truly.”

I turned the stroller around and walked back toward 17th Street.

I didn't feel angry. I didn't feel bitter.

For months after the arrest, I had wondered if I would always carry the scar of that betrayal—not just the physical scar across my lower stomach, but the invisible one left by a man who could smirk at my pain.

Walking beneath the shade of the budding cottonwood trees, feeling the warm Denver sun on my shoulders, I realized the scar was still there.

But scars aren't wounds.

May you like

Scars are proof that you healed.

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