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Chapter 8 - The Kitchen at Midnight

We came home from the concert at eleven-thirty.

The house was quiet, warm, smelling of cedarwood and the peppermint tea I had left brewing in the thermal pot before we left for the school.

The street outside was covered in four inches of fresh, pristine Michigan snow, glistening like crushed diamonds beneath the sodium streetlamps. In the driveway sat my station wagon, its windshield wiper blades pulled up against the frost, completely peaceful.

Alejandro had carried the hardshell leather case up the front steps himself, his arms steady, his boots stamping the snow from his treads before crossing the threshold.

He set the case on its wooden stand beside his desk—the stand that had sat empty for seventy-two hours four months ago while I searched his room for dirty socks.

He clicked the latches open, lifted David’s guitar out, wiped the spruce top with a dry flannel cloth with that same slow, museum-curator reverence he had used since he was ten years old, and laid it back into its crushed burgundy velvet bed.

He left the lid unlatched, just an inch, so the wood could breathe the room's cedar air.

I stood in the doorway of his bedroom, leaning against the jamb, holding a cup of hot chamomile tea in both hands, watching him.

"You played well tonight, sweetheart," I said softly.

Alejandro turned around, his vest unbuttoned, pulling off his black tie with a tired, happy sigh that made his shoulders drop two inches.

"The B-string went slightly flat during the second movement, Mom," he noted, tossing the tie onto his desk chair where it landed neatly over his backpack. "The temperature on the stage was too high from the stage lights. Mr. Keller said we need to use a slightly harder bone for the nut on the next build."

"The next build?" I smiled, taking a slow sip of my tea.

"We’re starting six classical guitars in January, Mom," he said, sitting down on the edge of his unmade bed, unlacing his dress shoes with slow, deliberate fingers. "For the regional youth symphony in Grand Rapids. Elena designed the bridge template this morning. It has a tiny Celtic knot carved into the tie-block."

He pulled his left shoe off, dropped it onto the floorboards with a soft thud, and looked up at me.

His hazel eyes were clear, rested, completely unburdened by the weight of the sixteen thousand people who had shared his story online, or the television reporters who had tried to corner him on the front porch.

"Mom?" he asked quietly.

"Yes, baby?"

"Do you miss the old Yamaha?"

I walked across the braided rug, sat down on the mattress beside him, and wrapped my arm around his broad, lanky shoulders, pulling his messy head against my collarbone.

"The Yamaha was a good guitar, Alejandro," I told him, breathing in his familiar, comforting scent of cedar sawdust, laundry soap, and boyish sweat. "It made a lovely sound. But it was just wood and wire, sweetheart."

I looked across the room at the antique hardshell case resting on the stand, its abalone swallows catching the amber light of his desk lamp.

"That instrument over there... that instrument has an engine inside it. It has thirty years of a father’s love, seventy years of an old man’s craft, and the courage of a thirteen-year-old boy who knew that you don't keep music to yourself when your neighbor's house is dark."

Alejandro rested his forehead against my shoulder, his long arms wrapping around my waist, his breathing slowing down into that deep, rhythmic cadence of a child who was finally, completely safe.

"I love you, Mom," he whispered into my sweater.

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"I love you more than all the guitars in Michigan, Alejandro," I whispered back, kissing the crown of his head beneath the warm lamplight.

"Now go brush your teeth. You have sawdust behind your left ear."

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