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Chapter 10 - Micah’s Voice

Two weeks passed. The town’s gossip mill, which had initially been primed to tear me apart, did an abrupt about-face.

Once the police reports were unsealed and the full scope of Evelyn’s midnight arson attempt and Ross’s extensive betting fraud became public record, the people who had glared at me in church suddenly couldn't apologize fast enough.

Casseroles began appearing on my porch with remorseful notes from church elders. Mrs. Gable showed up with a basket of fresh muffins, weeping on my doormat, begging for forgiveness for believing Evelyn’s lies. I accepted the apologies politely, but I kept my door firmly cracked, never inviting them inside. Forgiveness was one thing; letting them back into my world was another.

On a bright Tuesday morning, Micah and I sat in the office of Dr. Sarah Bennett, a child trauma specialist Dawn had recommended.

Micah sat in a beanbag chair, coloring a sprawling sketch of a mountain railway, while Dr. Bennett spoke with me about his progress.

"Children are remarkably resilient when they know their protector is unwavering, Nora," Dr. Bennett said, glancing warmly at Micah. "The reason Micah isn't exhibiting signs of severe regression isn't because the roast beef incident wasn't traumatic—it was horrific. It's because he watched you stand between him and the monster immediately afterward. You validated his pain. You didn't tell him to keep quiet to appease the family."

"I spent twenty years appeasing them," I said softly. "I couldn't let him inherit that sickness."

At that moment, Micah set down his green crayon and walked over to the desk. He laid his drawing down in front of Dr. Bennett.

In the center of the paper was a bright blue locomotive pulling four sturdy cars up a steep, snowy mountain. Behind the train, down in the dark valley, was a tiny, scribbled house covered in black storm clouds.

"This is the 4014 Big Boy engine," Micah explained, pointing a small finger at the locomotive. "That's Mama at the front driving the firebox. And I'm in the cab blowing the whistle."

"And what's down there in the valley, Micah?" Dr. Bennett asked gently.

"That's the house where the hot gravy lives," Micah said plainly, his voice completely steady. "It doesn't have any tracks going to it anymore. The bridge is broken, so the engine can't ever go back there."

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He turned and looked at me, wrapping his small arms around my waist. "We're going to the ocean instead, right Mama?"

Tears pricked my eyes, but I smiled, hugging him tight against me. "Straight to the ocean, baby. No stops in the valley ever again."

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