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Chapter 10 - Wings to Fly

Six months later.

The southern Illinois spring had finally broken through the winter mud, turning the rolling limestone hills outside Carbondale into an endless sea of wild clover, tall fescue, and blooming dogwood.

The Vance Family Farmhouse sat on a gentle rise overlooking four hundred acres of rich, dark earth that Nathan’s family had worked for five generations. The house had been restored; the modern, sterile white paint Evelyn had ordered had been stripped away, replaced by the warm, honest cream and forest-green trim that Nathan remembered from his childhood.

In the driveway sat an old, beat-up John Deere tractor, its diesel engine ticking softly as it cooled down in the evening air.

Out on the wide, wraparound cedar porch, a wooden swing was moving in a slow, rhythmic arc.

I sat on the top step of the porch, wearing a faded flannel shirt, broken-in jeans, and boots that had never seen an inspection line. A cold bottle of local cream ale sat between my feet.

My retirement papers had cleared the Pentagon three weeks ago. Thirty years. Two wars. Five continents. And when the Chief of Staff had asked me at my exit interview what I was going to do with the rest of my life, I had told him the simple truth: *I’m going to go make sure a promise stays kept.*

Out in the front pasture, the grass was waist-high to a five-year-old.

Leo and Maya were running through the green stalks, chasing a golden retriever puppy that Nathan had brought home from the base shelter two months earlier. The boy was laughing—a loud, clear, musical sound that carried across the open valley like a birdsong. His legs were brown from the sun, his knees scuffed with healthy, farm-boy dirt.

Maya stopped, turned toward the porch, and waved both hands over her head.

"Uncle Thomas! Look! Buster caught the ball!"

I raised my bottle in a silent toast. "Good job, Maya! Don't let him chew the leather!"

The screen door behind me squeaked open and clicked shut.

Nathan walked out, carrying two glasses of fresh iced tea. His knee brace was gone, replaced by a simple compression sleeve; he walked with a faint limp that would probably stay with him for the rest of his days, but he walked with the easy, grounded grace of a man who was completely home.

He handed me a glass and sat down on the bench of the porch swing, leaning his head back against the cedar slats with a deep, contented sigh.

"Brenda called from Chicago," Nathan said, taking a slow sip.

"How is she?"

"She’s good," Nathan smiled. "She said the federal judge handed down the sentencing on Drake and Evelyn this morning. Julian Drake got fourteen years at Terre Haute for wire fraud and money laundering. No parole in the federal system."

"And Evelyn?" I asked, looking out at the children.

"Seven years at the federal women’s facility in Pekin," Nathan said, his voice entirely flat, entirely devoid of bitterness. It was the voice of a man who had left a broken weapon behind in the dirt and never intended to pick it up again. "She’ll serve eighty-five percent of it. Her father’s firm dropped her legal defense three weeks ago when the forensic accountants discovered she’d been skimming from her family’s trust as well."

Nathan looked out at the pasture, watching Leo tumble into the clover, the puppy instantly pouncing on his chest, licking his face until the boy squealed with delight.

"She thought they were baggage," Nathan murmured softly. "She looked at those two beautiful, perfect souls and only saw numbers on a balance sheet."

"Some people don't have eyes to see, Nathan," I said. "They only have appetites."

Nathan fell silent for a long moment. The only sounds were the crickets beginning their evening chorus in the tall grass, the distant hum of a freight train moving along the Illinois Central line five miles to the west, and the laughter of the children.

"I had a dream in the ravine," Nathan said suddenly, his voice dropping into that quiet, sacred space where men share the things they never tell doctors or civilian review boards.

I didn't say anything. I just listened.

"It was the third night," he said, staring at the sunset painting the clouds over the barn in shades of apricot and bruised violet. "The Daesh fighters were within fifty yards of the cave mouth. I could hear them talking. I had two rounds left in my Beretta. My water was gone. The Syrian kid was burning up with sepsis, and I didn't think we were going to make it to dawn."

He looked down at his calloused hands.

"I saw them sitting on that bench," Nathan whispered. "I didn't know where it was. I just saw Maya holding Leo’s hand in a cold, white room full of strangers. And I saw a man in a green coat stand in front of them. I didn't know your face, Thomas. But I saw the eagles. And I knew that if I died in that ditch, someone was going to make sure they knew that their father loved them more than his own life."

He turned to look at me, his blue eyes clear, bright, and steady.

"You saved my life twice, Thomas. Once when you stopped that plane, and once when you gave me something to crawl home to."

I reached over and clapped his shoulder, letting the weight of my hand stay there for a second.

"They're good kids, Nathan. They're soldiers. Just like their old man."

"They need a godfather," Nathan said.

I looked at him.

"The papers are on the kitchen table," Nathan said, a faint, hopeful grin touching the corner of his lips. "Marco’s already signed as the witness. Brenda said if you turn it down, she’s going to drive down from Chicago and hit you with her clipboard."

I looked back out at the pasture.

The sun had finally dipped below the ridge of the oak trees, sending long, golden rays of light cutting across the grass.

Maya had picked up Leo’s hand. They were walking back toward the house together, the puppy trotting faithfully at their heels, their small silhouettes sharp and clear against the evening glow.

They weren't looking over their shoulders.

They weren't checking the perimeter.

They were just two children walking home toward the light, knowing that the door was unlocked, that the table was set, and that the men sitting on the porch would never, ever let them go.

I took a slow breath of the warm, clover-scented air, feeling the thirty years of desert dust and midnight alerts finally settle into the earth beneath my boots.

"Nathan," I said, picking up my glass.

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"Yeah, Colonel?"

"Tell Brenda to put the clipboard away," I smiled. "I’m not going anywhere."

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